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BlondeAmbition2O
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Name: Paige
Birthday: 11/7/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Playing basketball, shopping.. umm i dont know im kinda a boring person, well no not really..im really a big dork and i cannot drive for the life of me! ya know how many parked cars i've hit and kept on trucking along?hehe.... ooh and i like to go to wal mart!! never know what you'll find! and i like boys, really cute ones! i really like the tall ones with a tough bad boy look oh they are so YUMMY!! I love hanging out with my 3 new favorite people my JeSsE, MeLLy and CaLeb, we always have fun right? and we are always so good!! haha, i love the real world,laguna beach,jerry springer, THE BACKSTREET BOYS,texting and talkin on the phone,being with jesse,eating ice,singing in the shower,riding around and wasting oh so expensive gas drama, drama drama, i love me some drama! and as gay as it sounds i love my school GO HEBRON EAGLES!!
Expertise: failing algebra II!
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/12/2005
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| my senior year is going awesome.... i cant even begin to explain how much.... jesse and i are still together.... whoo hoo!!! we're fixin to go to his parents as a matter of fact right now!!! well sorry this was short but we're fixin to go!!!! | | |
| WHO'S A SENIOR??????
ME!!!
THATS WHO!!!!!! | | |
| i guess the good thing about facebook is that no one reads this anymore so i can pretty much write whatever and not have to worry about anyone seeing it....
dont know why jesse loves me like he does if i was him i would have shot me for what i did but for some reason he didnt, oh dont get me wrong we definatly had words but it was nothing like i would have probably done but thats beyond the matter. he loves me, i know he does... i can see it, i can feel it. he wants to help me, even tho what i did hurt him and was very selfish he wants to help me because he knows i cant help myself, im not strong enough to and he knows that, he wants to help me be the strength i need. he forgave me for lying to him..i shouldnt have lied i should have been upfront but i wanted to protect the situation but he knew.. and i knew that he knew and there was nothing i could do but lie and hope he let it pass but he didnt because he knew it was hurting me and it wasnt normal and it could even kill me.he loves me... he loves me and i love him...
im sure this confused anyone(if anyone) who read this but no i did not cheat on jesse and no im not on drugs... | | |
| so i pretty much suck at life... yeah... i messed up BIG TIME... way to go paige.... way to go | | |
| frustrated... mad...upset...worried...confused...scared...insecure...angry...
i hate it... i just want this to go away..i guess this is just my time of the month to feel this way but knowing that isnt helping that feeling... i just want it to go away... why cant happiness come easy and be permanent? i need a good cry, not an induced cry, a pointless cry, one where you just cry and cry and cry for no reason at all, i need one of those but its just not something i can really do anymore given my circumstances b/c i dont want anyone to see me like that, but i feel like thats what i need. i just want everything to be perfect,and i cant help but wonder, does perfect even exist? | | |
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